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Monday, June 22, 2009,8:22 AM
just want to be happie




wow..shag..ytd never slp..
2.30am receive a sms askin
are you sleeping?
after that called back..yong ans.
yuan lai is wan lai another num haha.
then chat awhile hung up.
after that yong called using his hp.
then chatted for half an hr.
mostly talking to wan lai tho.
they ask mi down but siao la
so late liao by then 3plus =X
then abt 4am they go back.
then i asked wan lai to send him back
cos he drank 6bottles!!
then while they going back.
yong use wanlai hp call =,=“
then awhile wanlai ans.we chat
then.talk awhile i saw second line
yong called?!!lols..then suddenly
wan lai said.A!dunno where he go
then i ans yong call.wanlai hung up.
then yong told mi he downstairs.haha
ask mi go down..hmms..
so i changed and went down ahaha..
then wanlai sms mi...
"yong lost think i must call the police"
funnie sia this guy haha..
then we sms alot..
he keep say..
police say will go TW 114 to find
i keep di gong.say wad 114?
ask him faster call him find him la
later anything happen to him how
haha..tink aft sometime he believe
he reali called yong ahahaha..
sighs..anyway..yong slept at playground
i pei him til morning.hmms..
aft that asked him some qns la..
haha..then..well..quite disappointed
i decided to stop liking him!!
and im serious about it lols.
aftn sms him told him.he replied
zhi dao le.
dunno why. was still ok and happie
abt my decision de.
dun feel sad at all de.
but when saw his reply.
i whole person...
sighs dunno.
then skpye tony.
then..aiya dunno la.
wanted to cry but cant.
bear with it.
even when going home on train
wahs..once reach home burst out liao
haha..cried to slp.
worst!!
even dreamt that i cried
damn badly and non stop.
until when i woke up
i tot im still crying.
was weeping tt kind
but when i touch my face.
ehh no tears? then i know
i dreamt!
was a weird dreams.
dreamt of janet her husband
wanlai johnny they all.
they were like telling mi
stop crying not worth
i rem.johnny even commented
he dun understand wtf is so good
abt that guy.that im still holding on
crying always for him. haha.
sighs..dunno whether..
is this dream telling mi.
these few people are real frenx
haha..anyway..
sighs..reali 1st time..
i cried so badly..til even dream
was hoping someone called
was hoping a frenx to be here
haha..but..of cos i know
wun de.. (:
xiaoyun called.
cos johnny ask her call mi
see if i wan go down drink
he alone veri bored.
haha.then she can hear i crying
asked why i cry.i said nth u go busy.
hmms..tot i can slp thru my nitex
but also nv..cant slp
weird..eyes damn pain..
for whole day le..haha..

i dun understand..
wad so good abt tt gal?
she treat him like tt..
so obvious making use him
playing him. but he still..
can cling on so long?
going two years le..
but he never wan
to give another try with mi
haha. no matter how sucky i am
still 5yrs i reali got gave alot wad
sighs..am my love always so worthless?
tot u could be here for mi
when im reali hurting again.
but end up u chose..
to put my plane..
still asked i not angry meh?
last min say dun meet?
well..given last time
i confirm guarantee will rite?
haha..i dunno if u testin mi or wad
but...
i reali no strength or mood to
i reali hurting like hell.
cant wait to finish work
holding my tears for halfday
is a very tough job!
yet u add on to it.
was tearing out when reach mrt
talking to deardear
but tink she cant hear haha.
sighs..sucks..
everything sucks..

~♥~ wheRe is my hAppinEss ~♥~









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spEciaL dAy : 06 May 1985
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-hEaRtaChEs-
whEn thEn wiLL it lEavEs...


When will this river of tears stop fallin'
Where can I run so I won't feel alone
Can't walk away when the pain keeps callin'
I've just gotta take it from here on my own
But it's so hard to let go



~分手就象 失去翅膀~
~想遍着你 的我~
~飞不到原来 的方向~
~每当象现在 我感觉到悲伤~
~我会努力 让你走的方式飞翔~

【只要相信,就会看见幸福的绿光】

ღ~谁能给我 一支神奇的锁~ღ
ღ~轻轻一开 就让寂寞飞走~ღ
好希望有人教我怎么忘记伤痛





I just can't understand
the ways of all the men
and their mistakes
You give them
all your heart
And then they
rip it all away

You told me how much
you loved me
And how our love
was meant to be
And I believed in you
I thought that
you would set me free

You should've just
told me the truth
That I wasn't
the girl for you
Still,
I didn't have a clue
So my heart
depended on you, whoa~

Although I'll say
I hate you now
Though I'll shout
and curse you out
I'll always have love for you
Because I am a girl

Been told a man
will leave you cold
Get sick of you and bored
I know that it's no lie
I gave my all,
still I just cry

Never again
will I be fooled
To give my all
when nothing's true
I won't be played again
But I will fall in love again

I loved you so
Now you leave me in the cold
How could this be
I tot that you'd only love me

Into the night
I will pray that you're alright
You hurt me so
I just can't let you go

You took advantage
of my willingness
To do anything for love
Now I'm the only one in pain
Will u please take it all away

Never tot being born a girl
How i can love you
and be burned
And now I will build a wall
To never get torn again



【我会学着放弃你】
【是因为我太爱你】









♥~g0aLs~♥ :D
w0rk haRd...
leArN t0 L0vE MYSELF!♥
LeaRn t0 bE hAppiE
sLim d0wN
bE m0Re c0nfidEnt
caRe m0Re f0r othErs♥
cLeAr aLL dEbtS N saVe up
g0 t0 tAiwAn bY dEc!!


y0u caNNot juDge a tRee,
0r a peRs0n,
by onLy oNe sEas0n,
aNd thAt tHe essEnce
of wHo thEy aRe
aNd tHe pLeasUre,
j0y, aNd loVe
tHat coMe fRom
thAt Life
cAn onLy bE
mEasUred at tHe eNd,
whEn aLL thE
sEas0ns aRe up.
IF y0u giVe uP
whEn it's wiNter,
y0u wiLL miss tHe
pr0miSe oF yoUr spRing,
thE beaUty
oF youR sUmmEr,
fuLfiLmeNt oF
y0ur faLL.
Don't Let tHe pAin
0f oNe sEas0n
dEstr0y tHe j0y
oF aLL tHe reSt.
Don't jUdgE LifE bY onE
diFficuLt seAsoN.

PerSevEre thRouGh
tHe difFicuLt pAtcHes
aNd beTTer tiMes
aRe suRe t0 coMe
soMe tiMe.

Live SimpLy
Love GenEroUsLy.
CaRe DeepLy.
SpEak KiNdLy.
LeavE tHe ReSt
TO G0D.


Happiness keeps You Sweet
Trials keep You Strong
Sorrows keep You Human
Failures keep You Humble
Success keeps You Glowing
BUT
Only God keeps You Going



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