Monday, June 22, 2009,8:22 AM
just want to be happie
wow..shag..ytd never slp..
2.30am receive a sms askin
are you sleeping?
after that called back..yong ans.
yuan lai is wan lai another num haha.
then chat awhile hung up.
after that yong called using his hp.
then chatted for half an hr.
mostly talking to wan lai tho.
they ask mi down but siao la
so late liao by then 3plus =X
then abt 4am they go back.
then i asked wan lai to send him back
cos he drank 6bottles!!
then while they going back.
yong use wanlai hp call =,=“
then awhile wanlai ans.we chat
then.talk awhile i saw second line
yong called?!!lols..then suddenly
wan lai said.A!dunno where he go
then i ans yong call.wanlai hung up.
then yong told mi he downstairs.haha
ask mi go down..hmms..
so i changed and went down ahaha..
then wanlai sms mi...
"yong lost think i must call the police"
funnie sia this guy haha..
then we sms alot..
he keep say..
police say will go TW 114 to find
i keep di gong.say wad 114?
ask him faster call him find him la
later anything happen to him how
haha..tink aft sometime he believe
he reali called yong ahahaha..
sighs..anyway..yong slept at playground
i pei him til morning.hmms..
aft that asked him some qns la..
haha..then..well..quite disappointed
i decided to stop liking him!!
and im serious about it lols.
aftn sms him told him.he replied
zhi dao le.
dunno why. was still ok and happie
abt my decision de.
dun feel sad at all de.
but when saw his reply.
i whole person...
sighs dunno.
then skpye tony.
then..aiya dunno la.
wanted to cry but cant.
bear with it.
even when going home on train
wahs..once reach home burst out liao
haha..cried to slp.
worst!!
even dreamt that i cried
damn badly and non stop.
until when i woke up
i tot im still crying.
was weeping tt kind
but when i touch my face.
ehh no tears? then i know
i dreamt!
was a weird dreams.
dreamt of janet her husband
wanlai johnny they all.
they were like telling mi
stop crying not worth
i rem.johnny even commented
he dun understand wtf is so good
abt that guy.that im still holding on
crying always for him. haha.
sighs..dunno whether..
is this dream telling mi.
these few people are real frenx
haha..anyway..
sighs..reali 1st time..
i cried so badly..til even dream
was hoping someone called
was hoping a frenx to be here
haha..but..of cos i know
wun de.. (:
xiaoyun called.
cos johnny ask her call mi
see if i wan go down drink
he alone veri bored.
haha.then she can hear i crying
asked why i cry.i said nth u go busy.
hmms..tot i can slp thru my nitex
but also nv..cant slp
weird..eyes damn pain..
for whole day le..haha..
i dun understand..
wad so good abt tt gal?
she treat him like tt..
so obvious making use him
playing him. but he still..
can cling on so long?
going two years le..
but he never wan
to give another try with mi
haha. no matter how sucky i am
still 5yrs i reali got gave alot wad
sighs..am my love always so worthless?
tot u could be here for mi
when im reali hurting again.
but end up u chose..
to put my plane..
still asked i not angry meh?
last min say dun meet?
well..given last time
i confirm guarantee will rite?
haha..i dunno if u testin mi or wad
but...
i reali no strength or mood to
i reali hurting like hell.
cant wait to finish work
holding my tears for halfday
is a very tough job!
yet u add on to it.
was tearing out when reach mrt
talking to deardear
but tink she cant hear haha.
sighs..sucks..
everything sucks..