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Tuesday, March 3, 2009,7:44 AM
just want to be happie




back from GENTING
haha..was a great trip
just that too short
guess we gals kind of enjoyed rite?
lols..
1st time we 3 gals
go out tgt like these
1st time stay tgt.
went out play tgt..
haha..abit RA to stay with u gals
but.. (:
im glad u gals r there
tho times i was thinking..
wau lau..
3 xin shi cong cong de nv ren
come out tgt.. lols..
anyway love u gals lots.
haha..
ytd finally ok with sanjie liao
haha..today she bought mi hair tonic
heehee..so nice of her..
din reali expect she will.. =P
then mum bought shampoo for mi
lols..so happie..
end up i dun hav to pay anythin.
lols..
mum was askin mi..
wan she buy mi the hair tonic not
then i was like..
why not u buy mi that shampoo la.
sanjie buying mi tonic.
she said no la..
end up also she bought
heehee¬
ytd went sanjie hse..
sami bday.
then..erjie saw mi.
was like.
wad happen to u.
why ur hair like tt?
u got illness izzit?
sighs..made mi so sads.
i knw my hair super jialut
but she keep sayin.
made mi feel even worse
sobs!
then this morning she msn mi
ask..
i got see doc anot.
i dun look healthy.
i have the look of depression.
even her goddaughter also said so.
i was like..
depression has look one mehx?
lols..
but..
true la her words.
haha..
all along i have depression
i know that.
but not serious til the point.
i will go suicide
ehh..well actually.
not say not to the extent la.
just that i will nv dare to only.
if not long ago not here liao
haha...
after yoga
treat sanjie to mac. =,=
then sat downstairs talk while.
she said. only two weeks nv see mi
i change so much.
become so jialut.
whole person like dunno wad.
hair become like that.
whole person so fat.
face like so shag.
no mood like that.
so depressed.
actually nv feel anythin
i mean.
i see myself as the same.
but well..
旁观者清
reached home.
went to search online.
syptoms of depression
wanna see if it reali does
cause hair loss tho
haha..
then saw those syptoms..
same as mine.
haha..
well..
gonna live even better
gonna make myself better
prettier.
stay cheerful
like i used to be.
din realise
i become so dull.
i mean my face.
hahaha..
ok.
from tml on.
i must be more radiant.
must be hardworking.
work hard on my face
and hair.
lols.

~♥~ wheRe is my hAppinEss ~♥~









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whEn thEn wiLL it lEavEs...


When will this river of tears stop fallin'
Where can I run so I won't feel alone
Can't walk away when the pain keeps callin'
I've just gotta take it from here on my own
But it's so hard to let go



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~想遍着你 的我~
~飞不到原来 的方向~
~每当象现在 我感觉到悲伤~
~我会努力 让你走的方式飞翔~

【只要相信,就会看见幸福的绿光】

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好希望有人教我怎么忘记伤痛





I just can't understand
the ways of all the men
and their mistakes
You give them
all your heart
And then they
rip it all away

You told me how much
you loved me
And how our love
was meant to be
And I believed in you
I thought that
you would set me free

You should've just
told me the truth
That I wasn't
the girl for you
Still,
I didn't have a clue
So my heart
depended on you, whoa~

Although I'll say
I hate you now
Though I'll shout
and curse you out
I'll always have love for you
Because I am a girl

Been told a man
will leave you cold
Get sick of you and bored
I know that it's no lie
I gave my all,
still I just cry

Never again
will I be fooled
To give my all
when nothing's true
I won't be played again
But I will fall in love again

I loved you so
Now you leave me in the cold
How could this be
I tot that you'd only love me

Into the night
I will pray that you're alright
You hurt me so
I just can't let you go

You took advantage
of my willingness
To do anything for love
Now I'm the only one in pain
Will u please take it all away

Never tot being born a girl
How i can love you
and be burned
And now I will build a wall
To never get torn again



【我会学着放弃你】
【是因为我太爱你】









♥~g0aLs~♥ :D
w0rk haRd...
leArN t0 L0vE MYSELF!♥
LeaRn t0 bE hAppiE
sLim d0wN
bE m0Re c0nfidEnt
caRe m0Re f0r othErs♥
cLeAr aLL dEbtS N saVe up
g0 t0 tAiwAn bY dEc!!


y0u caNNot juDge a tRee,
0r a peRs0n,
by onLy oNe sEas0n,
aNd thAt tHe essEnce
of wHo thEy aRe
aNd tHe pLeasUre,
j0y, aNd loVe
tHat coMe fRom
thAt Life
cAn onLy bE
mEasUred at tHe eNd,
whEn aLL thE
sEas0ns aRe up.
IF y0u giVe uP
whEn it's wiNter,
y0u wiLL miss tHe
pr0miSe oF yoUr spRing,
thE beaUty
oF youR sUmmEr,
fuLfiLmeNt oF
y0ur faLL.
Don't Let tHe pAin
0f oNe sEas0n
dEstr0y tHe j0y
oF aLL tHe reSt.
Don't jUdgE LifE bY onE
diFficuLt seAsoN.

PerSevEre thRouGh
tHe difFicuLt pAtcHes
aNd beTTer tiMes
aRe suRe t0 coMe
soMe tiMe.

Live SimpLy
Love GenEroUsLy.
CaRe DeepLy.
SpEak KiNdLy.
LeavE tHe ReSt
TO G0D.


Happiness keeps You Sweet
Trials keep You Strong
Sorrows keep You Human
Failures keep You Humble
Success keeps You Glowing
BUT
Only God keeps You Going



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