Tuesday, March 3, 2009,7:44 AM
just want to be happie
back from GENTING
haha..was a great trip
just that too short
guess we gals kind of enjoyed rite?
lols..
1st time we 3 gals
go out tgt like these
1st time stay tgt.
went out play tgt..
haha..abit RA to stay with u gals
but.. (:
im glad u gals r there
tho times i was thinking..
wau lau..
3 xin shi cong cong de nv ren
come out tgt.. lols..
anyway love u gals lots.
haha..
ytd finally ok with sanjie liao
haha..today she bought mi hair tonic
heehee..so nice of her..
din reali expect she will.. =P
then mum bought shampoo for mi
lols..so happie..
end up i dun hav to pay anythin.
lols..
mum was askin mi..
wan she buy mi the hair tonic not
then i was like..
why not u buy mi that shampoo la.
sanjie buying mi tonic.
she said no la..
end up also she bought
heehee¬
ytd went sanjie hse..
sami bday.
then..erjie saw mi.
was like.
wad happen to u.
why ur hair like tt?
u got illness izzit?
sighs..made mi so sads.
i knw my hair super jialut
but she keep sayin.
made mi feel even worse
sobs!
then this morning she msn mi
ask..
i got see doc anot.
i dun look healthy.
i have the look of depression.
even her goddaughter also said so.
i was like..
depression has look one mehx?
lols..
but..
true la her words.
haha..
all along i have depression
i know that.
but not serious til the point.
i will go suicide
ehh..well actually.
not say not to the extent la.
just that i will nv dare to only.
if not long ago not here liao
haha...
after yoga
treat sanjie to mac. =,=
then sat downstairs talk while.
she said. only two weeks nv see mi
i change so much.
become so jialut.
whole person like dunno wad.
hair become like that.
whole person so fat.
face like so shag.
no mood like that.
so depressed.
actually nv feel anythin
i mean.
i see myself as the same.
but well..
旁观者清
reached home.
went to search online.
syptoms of depression
wanna see if it reali does
cause hair loss tho
haha..
then saw those syptoms..
same as mine.
haha..
well..
gonna live even better
gonna make myself better
prettier.
stay cheerful
like i used to be.
din realise
i become so dull.
i mean my face.
hahaha..
ok.
from tml on.
i must be more radiant.
must be hardworking.
work hard on my face
and hair.
lols.