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Wednesday, February 25, 2009,5:49 PM
just want to be happie




haha..was thinking...
if only..he didnt left mi in the 1st place
i wouldnt have to be hurt again like now.
but then again..
wad can i say?
i was the one who didnt..
cherish in the 1st place
and caused him to give up on mi.
and he ended up hurting in another rs too.
i blamed myself.
if i didnt failed to cherish him
he wouldnt left mi.
and he wouldnt be hurt by her.
but..
i dunno.
haha.ytd drank thru the nite.
tried alot.
total 3cans coke 6panadols.
tried applying liquor on cig
tried drinking liquor with ash.
but still..no feel. haha.
was wondering.
if he know im being hurt now.
by some bastard or whoever.
would he feel heartpain..
like i did when i know abt his.
but well..
i doubt he will..
haha..after all..
im not her..
think he will only heartpain her.
sighs..
why must hurt mi when im still hurting.
im tired..real tired..
can spare mi..
spare mi from all these hurts..
im reali tired..
do i not deserve to be loved?
do i only deserve to be hurt?
haha..wad am i asking..haha..
so tired..if i could..
really would like to take a break
dun wanna work..
rot and rest at home..
reali no strength..
haha..cannot believe..
i would get hurt coz of such guy
HAHA...
this just show how useless I AM!
i miss my hubby..
haha..
if only he never give up on mi..
if only..
haha..
called him that day..
cried..and he asked wad happen.
cried out i miss u..
was crying terribly..
wanted so much to cry out..
why did u leave mi..
but then again..
wads the point..
haha..people already died heart on mi
already gave up on mi..
say all these for wad..
haha..
why always can see peoples love.
never gave up..
even when they did real wrong.
but the other party never give up.
but why it wont happen for mi?
haha..
having him giving up on mi..
is reali..like..qing tian pi li.
lols..so unbelievable.


曾經相愛卻又分手
為何相愛不能相守
到底為什麼
早知如此何必開始
歡笑以後代價就是冷漠
既然說過深深愛我
為何又要離我遠走
海誓山盟拋在腦後
早知如此何必開始
我還是原來的我

~♥~ wheRe is my hAppinEss ~♥~









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whEn thEn wiLL it lEavEs...


When will this river of tears stop fallin'
Where can I run so I won't feel alone
Can't walk away when the pain keeps callin'
I've just gotta take it from here on my own
But it's so hard to let go



~分手就象 失去翅膀~
~想遍着你 的我~
~飞不到原来 的方向~
~每当象现在 我感觉到悲伤~
~我会努力 让你走的方式飞翔~

【只要相信,就会看见幸福的绿光】

ღ~谁能给我 一支神奇的锁~ღ
ღ~轻轻一开 就让寂寞飞走~ღ
好希望有人教我怎么忘记伤痛





I just can't understand
the ways of all the men
and their mistakes
You give them
all your heart
And then they
rip it all away

You told me how much
you loved me
And how our love
was meant to be
And I believed in you
I thought that
you would set me free

You should've just
told me the truth
That I wasn't
the girl for you
Still,
I didn't have a clue
So my heart
depended on you, whoa~

Although I'll say
I hate you now
Though I'll shout
and curse you out
I'll always have love for you
Because I am a girl

Been told a man
will leave you cold
Get sick of you and bored
I know that it's no lie
I gave my all,
still I just cry

Never again
will I be fooled
To give my all
when nothing's true
I won't be played again
But I will fall in love again

I loved you so
Now you leave me in the cold
How could this be
I tot that you'd only love me

Into the night
I will pray that you're alright
You hurt me so
I just can't let you go

You took advantage
of my willingness
To do anything for love
Now I'm the only one in pain
Will u please take it all away

Never tot being born a girl
How i can love you
and be burned
And now I will build a wall
To never get torn again



【我会学着放弃你】
【是因为我太爱你】









♥~g0aLs~♥ :D
w0rk haRd...
leArN t0 L0vE MYSELF!♥
LeaRn t0 bE hAppiE
sLim d0wN
bE m0Re c0nfidEnt
caRe m0Re f0r othErs♥
cLeAr aLL dEbtS N saVe up
g0 t0 tAiwAn bY dEc!!


y0u caNNot juDge a tRee,
0r a peRs0n,
by onLy oNe sEas0n,
aNd thAt tHe essEnce
of wHo thEy aRe
aNd tHe pLeasUre,
j0y, aNd loVe
tHat coMe fRom
thAt Life
cAn onLy bE
mEasUred at tHe eNd,
whEn aLL thE
sEas0ns aRe up.
IF y0u giVe uP
whEn it's wiNter,
y0u wiLL miss tHe
pr0miSe oF yoUr spRing,
thE beaUty
oF youR sUmmEr,
fuLfiLmeNt oF
y0ur faLL.
Don't Let tHe pAin
0f oNe sEas0n
dEstr0y tHe j0y
oF aLL tHe reSt.
Don't jUdgE LifE bY onE
diFficuLt seAsoN.

PerSevEre thRouGh
tHe difFicuLt pAtcHes
aNd beTTer tiMes
aRe suRe t0 coMe
soMe tiMe.

Live SimpLy
Love GenEroUsLy.
CaRe DeepLy.
SpEak KiNdLy.
LeavE tHe ReSt
TO G0D.


Happiness keeps You Sweet
Trials keep You Strong
Sorrows keep You Human
Failures keep You Humble
Success keeps You Glowing
BUT
Only God keeps You Going



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