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Tuesday, January 13, 2009,6:55 AM
just want to be happie




sighs...
these few days suck alot
alot things happen during the weekend
initially was reali happie zhiyi came back
but that nitex went drinking.
after that.sucky incident had to happen.
then had a big quarrel with sanjie
once again..
im the one gave in.
simply just hate quarrels
esp among sisters
sighs.made a promise..to appease her.
but a promise which i been trying hard
to accomplish.
most sad thing was..
i couldnt get to complete my wish
its reali sth i wanna do..
last year couldnt get to do so
was so happie..tot tis year..
what a miracle i could actually go.
really..
really wanted so much to go.
sighs.
but sanjie said.
if i go.she would serve ties with mi.
so serious ma.
why must coz of wad i do in personal life
affect sistership lei
dun understand her.
but in order not to anger her furthermore
i agreed.
so sad.
if they reali know my wish
if they reali cares how i feel.
why must interfere my personal things.
i know what im doing.
seriously i know..
why cant they just let me free.
and have my wish.
life already so miserable.
yet my wish i cant do it also.
sighs.was so happie im taking leave
but now.
no more taking.
suddenly felt so sians
so empty.
still thought.
this year cny..at least got sth
can let mi enjoy.
no need feel bored.
but yet..end up..sighs
told boss i not taking leave le
he was like..why!?!
take la..cny lehx..
i want to also..but i cant..
asked sanjie..can after the trip
she so agitated said NO!
if u go find him again.i will serve ties with u
wth lehx..
by right..i should dun care.
as in..
i reali will in the past..
hahas..
but..
dun wan sistership become like that for nth
sighs..
sians..
tml goin mani & pedi
fri goin buy clothes.
just now was thinking..
for wad?
i have nowhere to go also.
hahas..
ppl cny super busy..
go here go there bai nian..
mi?
stayed home rot!
nowhere go.
only see my parents,3sisters&families
then?no more...
that's my cny.
my most unforgettable cny was..
the year he broke off with mi.
1st time in my life.
i spent all my cny at his place.
on cny eve,quarrel wif mum
took my things.went his place.
never come back.
was surprised and excited tho.
hahas..but never expect..
that to be the last..
really enjoy those days..
well..
hahas... (:
my life is just so boring.
when then will it change.
hmms..
sighs...

~♥~ wheRe is my hAppinEss ~♥~









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-hEaRtaChEs-
whEn thEn wiLL it lEavEs...


When will this river of tears stop fallin'
Where can I run so I won't feel alone
Can't walk away when the pain keeps callin'
I've just gotta take it from here on my own
But it's so hard to let go



~分手就象 失去翅膀~
~想遍着你 的我~
~飞不到原来 的方向~
~每当象现在 我感觉到悲伤~
~我会努力 让你走的方式飞翔~

【只要相信,就会看见幸福的绿光】

ღ~谁能给我 一支神奇的锁~ღ
ღ~轻轻一开 就让寂寞飞走~ღ
好希望有人教我怎么忘记伤痛





I just can't understand
the ways of all the men
and their mistakes
You give them
all your heart
And then they
rip it all away

You told me how much
you loved me
And how our love
was meant to be
And I believed in you
I thought that
you would set me free

You should've just
told me the truth
That I wasn't
the girl for you
Still,
I didn't have a clue
So my heart
depended on you, whoa~

Although I'll say
I hate you now
Though I'll shout
and curse you out
I'll always have love for you
Because I am a girl

Been told a man
will leave you cold
Get sick of you and bored
I know that it's no lie
I gave my all,
still I just cry

Never again
will I be fooled
To give my all
when nothing's true
I won't be played again
But I will fall in love again

I loved you so
Now you leave me in the cold
How could this be
I tot that you'd only love me

Into the night
I will pray that you're alright
You hurt me so
I just can't let you go

You took advantage
of my willingness
To do anything for love
Now I'm the only one in pain
Will u please take it all away

Never tot being born a girl
How i can love you
and be burned
And now I will build a wall
To never get torn again



【我会学着放弃你】
【是因为我太爱你】









♥~g0aLs~♥ :D
w0rk haRd...
leArN t0 L0vE MYSELF!♥
LeaRn t0 bE hAppiE
sLim d0wN
bE m0Re c0nfidEnt
caRe m0Re f0r othErs♥
cLeAr aLL dEbtS N saVe up
g0 t0 tAiwAn bY dEc!!


y0u caNNot juDge a tRee,
0r a peRs0n,
by onLy oNe sEas0n,
aNd thAt tHe essEnce
of wHo thEy aRe
aNd tHe pLeasUre,
j0y, aNd loVe
tHat coMe fRom
thAt Life
cAn onLy bE
mEasUred at tHe eNd,
whEn aLL thE
sEas0ns aRe up.
IF y0u giVe uP
whEn it's wiNter,
y0u wiLL miss tHe
pr0miSe oF yoUr spRing,
thE beaUty
oF youR sUmmEr,
fuLfiLmeNt oF
y0ur faLL.
Don't Let tHe pAin
0f oNe sEas0n
dEstr0y tHe j0y
oF aLL tHe reSt.
Don't jUdgE LifE bY onE
diFficuLt seAsoN.

PerSevEre thRouGh
tHe difFicuLt pAtcHes
aNd beTTer tiMes
aRe suRe t0 coMe
soMe tiMe.

Live SimpLy
Love GenEroUsLy.
CaRe DeepLy.
SpEak KiNdLy.
LeavE tHe ReSt
TO G0D.


Happiness keeps You Sweet
Trials keep You Strong
Sorrows keep You Human
Failures keep You Humble
Success keeps You Glowing
BUT
Only God keeps You Going



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