Monday, September 7, 2009,5:59 PM
just want to be happie
life is so meaningless
and boring! sighs..
last sat had a crazy nite
weird sia. =X
1st time in my life
i so ehh..wild?
dunno how to say..
haha..but reali reali..
super enjoyed =X
went cdans again..
then abt 11plus 12
wl went off to fetch xy
they go lot one.
i dun wan go =X
end up jo and johnny
also nv go..pei mi
think i drank alot also.
wow..1st time sia..
i sang so loud.
sang like crazy.
even danced!!! =X
then another grp de.
came in i also hack care
danced.. =X
like quite havoc
lols..got one uncle
even more WILD!
dance dance
took off his shirt
then one auntie
kiddin say take off pants also
wahs..he reali pulled down.
fainted sia.. =X
anyway ah john quite nice also
actually all veri nice
but..
sighs..my stupid temper =X
hahaha...
fri nite talk with orh leng
for 2hrs sia..
til 5am he sent mi back
talked so much..
dunno he talk real
or drunk >.<"
dunno he rem also ma
but i reali like him alot
each time he say
wan acknowledge mi
as god daughter i veri happie
tt nite he told xy
actually he wan ren wo
but my temper so bad
always anythow throw
he dun wan liao haha.
but aft tt when we chatting
he keep say..
wo de gan nv er..
or ni de gan lao ba wo
blar blar blar..
haha..
hmms..dunno sun
i got do anything wrong ma
ytd no one sms mi at all.
well dun say tt johnny la
cos i obvious attitude him
so he mai hew mi also nvm
but..hmms..wl also nv sms mi
weird lei.. >.<"
last week everyday so good
sms mi ask mi down..
sighs.. =,=
sians..
Monday, August 31, 2009,9:54 AM
just want to be happie
kind of enjoyed myself today.
weird tho..xy nv go..
wl sms ask mi down to 145
aft i went down..
suddenly say wan go cdans.
i say 11plus i nid go home
later go hm myself..
he say send mi back.
well he kept his word tho
haha...
i even made him..
take lift with him
when reach my lvl
actually i pressed lvl one for him
said byebye..
but he came out..
see i go in..
say in case
reali micheal jackson waiting
stupid him..haha..
hmms..
am i feeling happie?
i dunno..lols..
anyway yong went back le
ytd..his flight..
suan he got abit liang xin..
sms mi before he left.
ask mi dun sad le..
go slp well..
will call mi when he reached.
until now no call tho..
dunno he reali will call anot.
hmms..sighs..
nothing seems to be rite
lols..anyway..
closing seems so smooth
this month..lols..
yeah..over..
hope tml no prob. =X
tired..drank alot i guessed.
sat nite also..
whole day no eat...
then drank ALOT!
haha..
cried few times..
but not cos drunk.
is cos sads...
funnie..cried le..
but no drunk..
tt's a great improvement
hahaha...
hmms..sighs..
he's reali gone..
weird tho..
well..hmms..
dunno wan say wad
haha...
Wednesday, August 12, 2009,8:39 PM
just want to be happie
wow wow wow
so long le ah since my last post
lols..haha...
hmms..anyway..sighs..
as usual..alot happens
sians..oh ya..
yong going back soon
in 2weeks times haha.
hmms..aiyo so much things
until i lazy to type sia..
recently get to knw a new frenx
young gal 18 nia
then now quite good with her
almost everyday sms
mon went to her workplace
with xy do nails (:
kept my promise! keke!
ytd she told mi.
that old woman ask her.
i pay le money nv go ah
then stood there shake head
knn! wad biz is it of hers
whether i went or not.
she nv even done anythin!
stupid old bitch!
cos of her.yong cant stay!
aiya stupid guy la.
ma de! wei le her
worth it ah.knn..argh
not my biz.dun care.
faster go back also good
anyway ah K wifey
also veri good with mi
call mi everyday sia haha.
lalala. =P
tues nite.they made mi angry
sighs..jialut..
i no xing xiang liao
fa huo sia..
until i tell wl
i dun wan talk to them anymore
he was like..
why dun wan talk to him?
he also no make mi angry
haha.he like so poor thing
call mi i reject. =X
aiya dunno la..sians..
then yvonne also got say
1st time see mi
i like so fierce
so she dun dare talk to mi
i was like i where will
she say i look fierce
then i talk to the men there
talk so loud so fierce like tt
lols..i ask xy..
i fierce mehs..
xy tink tink smile say
actually will abit =X
haha..so funnie..
hmms..tues i shouted at
shuipiao i alr abit shocked liao
didnt mean to but
he keep make mi irritated
sighs..then..
aft tt..johnny and K
made mi damn upset also.
maybe also partially
orh leng like angry
i felt upset la
cos not my fault also
how can angry mi rite?!
so aft that.they keep say
until i pissed.
i shoot them back
and walked off..lols..
sighs..tt day is not a good day
maybe i shouldnt have go down
sighs...
Thursday, July 30, 2009,6:02 PM
just want to be happie
hmms..so long never login..
so much happened too..
sighs..damn damn sians..
damn damn disappointed..
damn damn sads..
own parents can like tt say mi.
sighs..
nth to say anymore..
anyway..
reali enjoyed mon (:
tho drank til 4am.
man.i know its siao.
sighs.nv expect so late.
initially tot sit awhile.
but end up.
when coffeeshop close
i was like huh!! 1am liao?
haha.saw tt funnie guy
at 143 again lols.
even bot mi cig =P
but end up =,="
i go back 145..
distribute til almost no more
faint sia =X
everyone quite nice to mi.
reali enjoyed drinking with them
relax joke jokes.sighs
i reali dunno wad i did wrong
why must my family..
like that..
emily say..
i stay with them
must obey their rules
if not i move out lorx
if i reali have the ability
i sure move out!
hated it.
how old liao?!!
ytd shirley called
want ask mi go coffeeshop
i said i cant
she asked why
told her parents kpkb
then she said serious anot?
u how old?!! haven 21 mehs?
si bai ah u..sighs..
i felt same too..sighs..
damn damn sians..
they wan mi stay home
ok lorx..stay show them
better one day i depression
til cannot tahan jump down
better i die in front of them!
fuck lorx..sighs..
own parents can like that say
scold mi all these nvm..but..
how could they say those things!
dajie say wei le wo hao!
FUCK la!
say i go zuo ji call wei wo hao
KNN pls lorx! NB ARGHH!!
damn pissed..damn sads.
been cryin to slp these two nites
my colick ytd see mi.
ask..why ur eyes so swollen!
sighs..sians..
today fri..wan go out
dun even knw can anot.
fuck la..like small gal like tt.
sighs..or leng still say.
ren gan nv er not say for fun
must parents know also de.
must bai bai one.
let whole world knw i also nvm
but my family?!
forget it la! sighs..
sibei sibei sibei sians~
what is life man?!!
Wednesday, July 15, 2009,5:37 PM
just want to be happie
haha..ytd sms wl.
tell him i not angry la.
aiya feel bad also.
if not he keep try talk to mi
or say sorry all these
hmms..
i say i just dun feel like talk
will talk when feel like.
lols.then he asked..
when i will talk to him
haha..anyway..
hmms..tt day..
heard xy said he bad mood.
but i see him tt nite
no lei..then ytd
before slp.i forward sms.
then he sms mi.
we sms abit la.
think recently..he reali..
not reali good mood ba.
i mean..maybe troubled..
haha..sighs.. (:
td meeting serser..
aiyo..feel like ask her..
can change date anot sia.
haha.. =X
i haven pack my soft toys lei
i mean.sat nat have this
flea market thing.
so can try sell some of my things
lols..hopefully can sell..
damn need money sia haha..
Tuesday, July 14, 2009,8:17 PM
just want to be happie
hmms..feel bad sia..
ytd at coffeeshop..
then wl reached..
then kick my chair.
i stunned.haha.
cos not expecting to c him
then he keep ask..
gas haven disappear mehs
lols.i ignored him.
then keep use bicycle
to hit my chair sia..
die die ignored him haha.
then when goin hm.
i quickly walked myself
then xy sms mi.ask.
tot send her hm?
then i said.he send.
so i no nid send le.
mian de shou qi
then she say.dun keep qi la.
then i luff..i replied
no la.real anger and fake
got diff de lei.
i only tt nitex fa huo
is reali angry nia.
the rest all play play nia.
then was surprised
at wad she replied.
she said....
dun angry with wl la.
i can see he reali
veri nice to u.
cos of tt lil things
angry so long.
he reali treat u as frenx.
haha.. (:
i also knw that la..
i can feel wl reali is frenx kind
anyway i not angry la.
just dun wanna talk =x
haha.then aft tt
wl sms mi sia.
i see his sms.feel weird
and feel bad sia..dunno y
he said...
why u look like very angry with me
nw i said sorry to u ok
haha..i stunned lei..
maybe is cos the last sentence
dunno..then dunno wad to reply
lols..end up..
still nv reply..haha..
ytd veri funnie
johnny suddenly ask mi for num
so long he also nv ask de
normally ask xy call mi de
lols..then he ask mi
aft tt ask mi use hp call him
i was like
u shud be the one
give mi miss call wad.
anyway so i call la.
cos he insist.
then.... KAOS
when calling.he show mi his hp
my PIC!!! haha..so big..lols.
funnie sia he..
sehs sehs look.keke.
then ah K wife also veri funnie
suddenly tell K say
i talk veri cute o.O"
i was like..cute?
why??
she say..aiyo..
dunno how to explain la.
cute jiu shi cute.
not bad thing also =x
lols..haha.. (:
then tt xy..bth her sia
see my hp pic.
then see my old pic
keep say and show her
wahs..tis one so fat de
wahs tis one even fatter
just one word.
she just wan to keep say
now i slim alot?lols.
funnie one she.
cute sia..keke..
tt's y i tot..K's wife
is say xy talk veri cute
was surprised when
she said she talkin abt mi
haha..anyway veri long
nv chat with xy le..
ytd chatted quite awhile (:
Monday, July 13, 2009,11:10 PM
just want to be happie
lols..so damn funnie lorx.
reali is made mi luff..haha.
wl sms mi using another num
ask mi y nv ans his call
why still angry.
then i replied
i petty.
then aft that.he sms say
but so many days alr
ur gas also lost alr.
haha.then hors..
the most cute thing was.
the next sms he sent.
its actually a forward sms.
but he edited abit.
the original sms is
如果今天晚上
有颗星星掉下来
砸到了你的头上
请不要担心
这是我托神仙哥哥
送给你的礼物
从此你就会过着
无优无虑的幸福生活
因为~~砸傻掉了.
then he edit into
如果今天晚上
有颗星星掉下来
砸到了my的头上
u will happy because
that time砸傻掉了
so u will no more
angry with me
hahaha..so damn funnie lorx
and kind of sweet lorx i feel.
at least he bother to edit sms.
hmms..haha.. (:
just want to be happie
haha..ytd went coffeeshop
dinner with sanjie.. (:
then wl was there.he sms mi
but i nv bring hp.
then when xy sat with us.
he call xy hp.ask mi ans.
i die die dun wan ans. =P
then xy asked him come over
and say himself! lols.
well..nv expect him to reali
walk over sia.cos with sis.
normally they see mi with ppl
they wun call or talk to mi de.
haha.wl thick skin enuf =x
lols!!
last thurs when i alone in office
he called ard 9plus.
pei mi chat.he veri sweet lei.
tink he wan pei mi chat til i hm.
maybe he tink i scare haha.
then also keep ask mi go drink
haha.then he asked hm alr?
lols.i say not yet.haha.then
i say nvm u go finish ur drink
reach coffeeshop then call mi.
lols..we chat for half hr (:
then nvm.11plus i c he nv call
i sms him say not goin down le.
then i say good nite.
haha.then 12plus
when i talking with tony.
he forward sms. (: 1st time sia
then aft hung up.i replied him
haha.he said...
u say goin slp but nv?
lols..then i replied soon soon
then he called!!
wahs..so surprised sia..
we talked for an hr lehx haha.
hmms.but stupid de lorx..
one nite so good.chat so long.
the next nite i fan lian =X
i like always play trantum sia
haha.then so funnie lorx.
sun nite sms with xy.
i asked her if wl say anythin
abt mi fa pi qi tt incident.
keke..then she said..
he worried i angry sia.
next day wake up jiu call mi
but i nv ans..haha..
he asked xy y xiaoniu nv ans
haha..i see liao i luff..
keke..cos was telling xy.
actually who am i to fapiqi sia
if he reali buay song mi.
reali beat mi also my own fault
haha.was shocked i fa huo lehx.
said those things and finger pointed him
then keep stared at him dun wan talk
lols.we even broke chopsticks.
hahahahaha..
hmms..sighs.. =X
shud have listen to him tt nite
ask yonh dun come down la.
stupid.almost 3weeks
nv see or talk to him
wad for wan see him
knn.stupid mi la.
sighs..end up lei?
SIGHS!!
anyway ytd wl called 3x
all i nv ans..haha..
bad horx..
sun walked passed coffeeshop
yong said HI
i walked passed too..ignore
sanjie say mi..haha.
oh ya..ytd talked quite alot
with sanjie downstairs..
hmms..told her abt yong.
haha.initially is she
joke joke ask mi..
go snatch yong fr tt old woman
and qi si her..
then i say siao.
then she say.
see i got the meili not ma
snatch from her.
then i say no.dun have.
then aft tt slowly
bit by bit.i told her.
haha.
was rather surprised
when she said.
its not imposs.
cos i told her yong keep say
imposs.cos he china guy.
haha.ya lorx.. (:
then sanjie always say
ask mi dun mix too much
with wl.lols.
then say if i reali frenx.
ask mi dun tell xy
to be with wl.hmms.. =,="
dunno wad to say.
haha.
sighs..ytd at work sucks
sucks big time.
i reali wish.
i can quit!
cant stand being in this room
feel so bad.and damn lousy
reali feel like cry.
nv talk at all whole day.
rb was the one
who made mi smiled.
we msn.then as usual.
he like to talk cock.haha.
then i smiled to miself.
then when i went over
next blk.talk to acc.
feel so relaxed and happie.
sighs..i dun like it here la..
Thursday, July 9, 2009,5:55 AM
just want to be happie
wahs..alone in office..
sians sia..
hate being alone =X
earlier on.teared while doin work.
haha.siao liao.
tink i reali cannot alone sia.
everytime alone will cry.
haha..tears roll non stop.
tink quite some time nv cry liao
haha.sighs..
dunno why.
suddenly tink of the past again
kaos!
hate myself.
wads there to tink abt sia!
he's now almost like a jerk
a super lousy one.
why still tink of him
sighs.
hate myself..still call him..
sighs..
HATE BEING ALONE!!! =X
anyway today late again.
ytd slept early lei.
went steamboat aft work.
reached hm 11pm
12 slp liao..
initially slept well sia
then 2plus XY sms mi.
asked why nv hear fr mi
ask i forgot her liao?
haha.she cute one.
everyday must sms her.
if not 2nd nite
she sure will say.
why so many days no news =X
sighs.then my stupid hp
i set sms tone periodically.
kaos.3plus kena noise wake up. =X
4plus then fall back to slp.
wahs..been having aches!
ytd still 'ham' myself hard
for quite awhile b4 slp lei =,="
sians...
tml con they goin pub.
ask mi must go =X
haha.sians..
actually con ask mi go out just now
but i ot haha.
she go shopping.. (:
ling ask mi go drink.
lols..but too bad..ot =X
Tuesday, July 7, 2009,5:46 PM
just want to be happie
sians..my stupid pc..sot liao.
sighs..keep cant on.sighs..
on liao keep on restarting.. =,="
hmms..haha..mon..ot til 1plus sia
lols.then tt rb stay to dinner with us
lols.funnie one sia he..
make mi luff til pengs =X
actually.come to tink of it.
im quite lucky la.
always have quite a few nice ppl ard mi
tt rb actually veri nice guy also.
haha.i still rem two weeks ago closing.
my purchases & sales dun tally with him
he veri nice.on the phone.
one by one check with mi.keke.
then i pek chek pek chek.
he also talk nicely to mi.lols.
let mi grumble.haha..
then he even stayed with us sia.
to help mi tally my report. (:
2nd time he stayed with us.
even more funnie.i dun talk to him
then he msn ask.
he made mi unhappie ah he stay la.
lols.then i say.u say u bett keep ur word.
lols!! actually i knw he say say nia.
then i say him talk big la.bla bla bla.
end up he reali stay.
he say he nv talk big horx haha..
sometimes he like xiaohaizi one when talk
so funnie.then he veri nice.
see i dun wan talk to him
ignore him like that.
then keep purposely come talk
lols.anyway mon nitex.
when going hm.
lucky WL call.pei mi talk
haha.so zun lei.
the moment i on cab he call.
then we talked til i reached hm
heehee..he also veri nice guy (:
last fri went cdans with ling.
but i late la..ot til 9plus.lols.
reached cdan 10pm liao.haha.
11.30pm rushed back to 145
janet and xy waiting for mi
keke.then we went jinsha.
woohoo..3plus almost 4am
we had frog porridge.
yum yum!! my fav lei!! keke.
while eating.still tinkin
wan go work ma.lols.
when reached hm.
decided not goin liao haha!!
sat nitex when xy & wl
walking hm from lot one.
they bump into yong.
then they went garden drink.
heard.he had 2bites on his hand.
eyes also swollen.haha.
dunno.everytime i tink of them
reali like couple.
i just feel so funnie.sighs.
whatever it is la.not my biz!
WAHS.sunday..
tot can go hm slp early sia
end up time pass so fast.
when leaving.xy told mi 11plus
i say dun bluff la.8plus nia.
she even show mi her hp time.
i still tot her hp spoil.
took out mine and see
wahs got a shock sia.haha.
7plus we leave 144 le.
sat with shiqi.heehee..
we both earned 50bucks sia.
he wan treat us dinner
cos he won alot tt day
but he not free..
so he gave us 100 go eat
lols. =P
then xy went 138.
another new group
i 1st time knw
sat with them.talk drink
wahs..reali sia..
so fast lei..11plus =X
then went 143 drink with wl.
but i drank 1glass nia haha..
then go home =X
sighs..told xy..
wish i can be like 2weeks ago
reali work so hard.
wun tink of anythin.
somemore slim abit sia
haha.last week wasnt good
seems to fat back.plus..
tink alot..dun like.. :(
i wan eat my steamboat!!!
lols.. ^^
